Everyone has their yellow paint.
Vincent Van Gogh used to eat yellow paint thinking it would help him be happy on the inside. When people hear this they think hes absolutely mad and ridiculous for eating toxic paint, never mind that it does not have any connection to ones happiness. But i'll never see it that way. if you were so unhappy that even the craziest ideas might work, like painting your insides yellow then your going to do it. It's really no different than falling in love or taking drugs. There is a greater risk of getting your heart broken or overdosing but people still do it everyday cause there's a possibility of it making things better. Everyone has their yellow paint.